the realm of words

too much beauty becomes boredom, too much pain makes you numb, you can not stare at one rose for the rest of your life, you can not keep squeezing already dried orange, so is the realm of words, at least to me, i left an undone writing project cuz i had become a dried orange, a boring rose, so i left the realm, to live life for life, not just resourcing to write, i want to see the beauty for it self, understand pain thru its essence. let the roses die and the new ones born.

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funny heart

i knew well how to move between the crumbles, as much
as i knew how to breathe in the shaded light, then
as i have entered this bright space, i
am lost
caught up between these living shadows

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Shadow Life by Vangelis Paterakis

will the sand remember

what you drew on it? like your heart does remember, what you have done to it.

I woke up, disoriented this morning, but not about where i am, but more like in time. My heart choked from the dust of the past memories, i was awaken by the eruptions of emotions coming from random events in the past, people that i met, places that i was in. So yeah, i woke up lost, so to speak.

I texted a friend and asked him, when we met. i thought if i know the number of the time i can start tracing whatever there needed to be traced and re-memorize and re-known then i will find my self again. i can re-direct my self. Drop the pin at certain place in past lane to start.

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Becoming

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This feeling of content at times comes as a complete emptiness, a void at the very back of my head demanding fulfillment. Life is a bore at this stage, thinking everything is temporary, then whats there left to do. Thoughts; feelings, evolving, shifting, wildly and fast, like they can’t never decide a definition. And I am the one who is standing here, waiting for a conclusion.

Empty hands struggling to grasp the air, as if I could do it and shape it I would understand the whole idea of what Life is.

But this is also one of those time, so personal, something delicate is taking shape inside, the strongest voice I hear is “patient!”, ego would judge me as coward for not making any moves.

“You have become the person you wanted to be, tho you could never see it. And you know the Universe is vast. Every conclusion is another beginning of a new quest” says the voice at the back of my head.