when i am happy, deeply content happy, i see colors running thru my fingers in the open air, i see the moon giggling,
when i am down, i see my self behind an invisible cloak or breathing under water,
when i am excited, i see my self bouncing like bubbles, i see my self harvesting lollipop tree, swirling down rainbows,
when i am anxious, the ground feels like cracking for me, my lung shrinks i can not breathe,
when i am in control, i speak the common language so i can be understood, but yet still….the images in my head would be racing and jumping up and down, bouncing for recognition, that is the time when i lost control and people around me will fade away.
so i choose to shush, just listening and seeing in my mind those normal words turns into images. And that is how i perceive the world.