Day 106 – Am I dead?


his shadow bores me, his wordplay bores me, no mystery anymore in the beauty he paints, too fragile, too vulnerable, too graceful, his kisses are probably getting boring, no more after flavor, nothing linger. i cant feel the sharpness of his words that still dripping in my head, they dont tickle me down there anymore, they dont make me come anymore.


Day 34 – almost but not quite

Electrified, my spine

My heart refuses to freeze 

Frigid grasp nail me still 

the cracking scares me more

But the urge burning still 

To step in to my next reality

They are there, not beyond one grab

It is the crack, the distance

That scares me more