you can never escape! never! not from your self! so you shoul better start accepting the fact, and befriended with. Why would you want to run away from your self anyway? because she a is living reminder of your mistakes by making one stupid decision to another? but hey! you are still here, safe and sane! She knows when you bragging with lies and she never complained. She is there when you are alone and down, and tireless telling you that things will be fine, and she is right, you are fine! She encourages you to move your ass when you are lazy! She knows you way better than you know her, treat her well! Let her shine through you! At the end, she is the only thing you can count on! treat her well!