It was I

who sneaked into an empty classroom at lunch break, and slipped a letter (well okay close to an admiration letter) into a bag which belongs to my senior who was kind of cute (he was cute, but i guess if i meet him now, he would be totally not my type, as i picture him he would curly short lil bright skin, and as he’s not into sport). I did get a response, we hang out a bit, but it was kind neutral feeling. I forgot how we ended up, i guess it was he graduated from the school.

(Senior High School)

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who abused my bench mate when i was at elementary school. Like asked him to take my bag to the desk just as i arrived at the school and straight running to the yard to play, brought my homework book to the front class, and told him loudly that he needed shower (cuz honestly he was kind of stink). His name is Mahmud, and everyone knows how cruel  i am to him. But he would just smile around, didnt show any struggle. We sat at the same bench for 6 months, at our 6th grade, i think.

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who cut eye lashes cuz heard some friends saying, we can get nice long eyelashes  if we cut them.

(Junior High School)

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who had to write 1000x a sentence saying : i am not going to do the same mistake again; as punishment to have made 2 boys (one classmate and the other one was my neighbor who study at the same school but in the different class) continue their duel, and both of them saying i was saying something bad about each other. What i did, was telling my classmate that my neighbor was saying to me that my classmate is a chicken or something that against his manlicher , i forgot.

(Senior High School)

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who pointed at my toddler sister when mum was mad asking who made the cutting hole on the curtain. ( i was 5 and she was 3)

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who hide in the bathroom while playing hide and seek, and locked her self in there while the lock was rusted and stuck. I cried hard, then father broke the bottom part of the door for me to get out.

(Elementary School 2nd grade i think)

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who simply loved to climb : the doves house which was 4 m high; neighbor’s fence, any tree that has branches (rambutan, mango, starfruit), neighbor’s level bed, the house roof (watching the stars with my elder brother, or watching kite playing with my brothers (untill mum found out that it was me (the girl cant play boys game) ) )

(Junior/Senior High)

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